Prayer

Lord, hear my cries. my heart grieves Lord, more than ever before. help me to trust in you and your power. let me be faithful. i want to trust in your will and know that you are always in control. no matter how much my family suffers Lord please allow us not to stray away but grow faithfully in you. Give us wisdom and understanding. Let us truly love each other and be devoted to it. even when the other seems impossible to love, please help us pursue. we need you so badly Lord. we ache for you and your comfort. I know you have a plan. would your will be fulfilled and would you be glorified. let us honor you as one. there is a reason for all of us. i know you hear us i know you hear our pains. please take the hurt away. let him know how amazing your love is. please show your grace and mercy upon us. please help me not to cry anymore. help me to have a backbone and be wise when i speak to him. shine your light upon me. give me strength. As you have commanded in your word, i want to be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, and faithful in prayer. Humble both of them. please please humble them. take away the hurt in their hearts, make the anger disappear. would we learn to love as you have wanted us to love. please let us glorify you and honor you as children and parents. i know that this trial may go on for years and im afraid. i dont want it to. i want this all to go away. i dont want to hurt anymore. but i know you and i know you reign over all. so please, let me trust in you. guide me. keep anger and resentment away from my heart. you are so good God. you have been extremely good to our family. continue to bless us. please please give us wisdom. give me wisdom and help me to know how to deal with this and how to talk to him. Holy Spirit, work in his heart. open his eyes. as a family, i beg you, please dont let our faith fall apart. i know you only discipline your children. help us remember. help us grow. let our faith not be weakened. only let us grow closer to you. and dont let me be selfish. help me to finally be able to put others before my needs and wants. i hope i will not be bitter when i have to make sacrifices. teach me how to be holy and pleasing in your eyes.
in Jesus holy name, i pray, AMEN.